“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t just go off myself right now”

They’re the words I never like hearing when I pick up the phone, but unfortunately, today’s just one of those days…another day, another moment, another second, where things just don’t seem too peachy in some people’s worlds.

And I’m sorry your world is a bit under the weather. But you know, that I’m here. And I’m here for every part of your world, every stupid decision, every burden and even every smile. And the smiles are what makes this all worth while. So to be honest, tonight is just something that we’re going to smile through, til the next time we get to sit and drink tea and listen to city and colour.

“With you on my mind
And my heart held in your hands”

I need you to know I’m here, and I always will be. Your time’s not up yet, your diary’s barely full and you’ve still got so much more ink left, nothing’s drying up just yet. You don’t want to go up to someone on the other side of this life, and they look at your file, and all you’ve got to show for your life is a few fucked up chances and wrong decisions, if you just give yourself that opportunity to shine, things can only get better from here, but only if you make that extra special change. Start filling y0ur diary with things you collect, old memories, and photos, look back on your life in 60 years and smile at all the things that have gone right. Because I’m sure this will be one of them. Just another bad night. Everyone has them, you just need to learn how to work through all this.

Tonight I’m here for you more than I ever have been, more than you’ll ever know. I won’t leave you tonight, no matter what happens. And it’s just that much harder with you that far away. You know what? I love you. You’re my best friend and that’s all there is to it. I miss you heaps. More than I ever have when you leave, normally I’ve never been upset about you going back home, but this time it’s different. I’m just getting used to having you back in my life and I’m pretty sure it’s about time you came home and let me have the chance to help you.

I love you buddy, never forget that.