For the rest of my life, I'll have to think twice.

I've never hated anyone as much as you.
You're a fucking idiot.
You've ruined my life.
No other family lives like this and you always turn any happy moment in my life into the most horrible memory I'll ever had.
You'd get a fathers day if you were actually my father.
I'll never forget the physical and mental scars you've left on me.
And tonight. This fucking takes the cake.
You upset the 2 most important people in my life and leave them with this imprint of a fighting family. They don't understand and you make me and them fight.
I love them more than anything. And all you do is make my Nannu cry and stress, he can't even fucking comprehend the situation. And you leave him to ask the question of where you've gone. When you can't deal with things you run off.
I don't even beleive you're human anymore.
I don't want anyone to try and help me. And that's all you've done. Made us a burden family.
You're not sane. I don't feel wrong to want you to have an affair or leave.
I wish you would just do the best for all of us and stop lying. Youre a dick. You're not worth my breath. I hate you.
I hate you I hate you I hate you.
I never want to see a happy family again. Because I'm so fucking jealous.
I will never be like you.

I will make my own life liveable.
This isn't home. Were not talking as of today. Don't make me leave for good this time.



I just want to go back to our house and sleep. Wake up to a morning without you.
You've ruined me.